Don't fall out of favor with the ones you love

Biggest issue in life right now; I can’t decide who is my favorite dr who is.

Enjoying the lack of issues in life at the moment.

I feel like Chinese food is perfect for people with eating disorders as the laxative is kind of built in. #fastescape

Next 2 weeks, financial apocalypse.

Sometime a minor display of shame is tasteful. A little bit of humility and understanding. It’s hard, I know, to admit to being wrong without becoming agitated. It is , however not impossible.

Need to get to a coffee shop and get some writing done, or get started on my terrarium.

Got fitted for running shoes&holy shit. I have apparently only been using half of the muscles in my legs to run. The outside of my legs have been on fire for days. It feels great though&my lungs are full of clean air after a month of no cigarettes. I still want one everyday but it feels too good not smoking. So far so good just got to keep running&running&not smoking&running. Good job.

I am kind.
Of awesome.
:-)

I am less than a country.
I am less than a month of memories.
I am seldom worth compassion.
I am often worth rebuke.
I am here to wait.
I am waiting for hope.
I am last.
I am foremost.
Alone.

Wish my thought carousel would dim and hush. It’s patrons cast not shadow but grimaces, emitting terror in a vaporous cloud. They breath deep the cloying familiarity. They’d scream to understand it as I do. Cease, let me sleep, if for only an hour, let me not be.

Setting goals. Keeping promises to myself. Setting to rewards. Can’t wait to earn the first one.